OneAgainstAnArmy

I walk through the world on autopilot, with no life in me at all, And then I stumble upon something great, something magnificent, and it makes me happy, it makes me smile, Something I haven’t done in a long time. In my excitement, I bring it to my friends and say, “Look! Look what I found! Something shiny and new!” And like vultures, they tear it apart, and along with it, my heart. They jest. They say that it’s all fun and games, that they mean no harm, But what they don’t realize, what they don’t see, is that I am broken once more. I no longer feel happy and warm, but it’s not their fault, th

In the morning I wake. A brand new day As dawn breaks. My head still heavy like a stone, I drag myself through my room. I collect my clothes and head to the shower. Twenty minutes, a brand new flower. Awake and up I do my chores, I do a lot And then some more. I shine light on the dogs and water the cats, I feed the rug and walk the plants. Every morning I do these things With tiredness I cannot fake. I have no bounce in my spring Every time I morning wake.

The men in charge, They sit in their tent, Counseling each other While the soldiers repent. I care not, nor worry, nor desire, As I prepare to burn the battlefield With rage like fire. With my wit as sharp as my sword I’m prepared to destroy this ward. My heart is a cold-stoned force, It has to be to show no fear or remorse. Tonight the giant sleeps, The city safe and sound. Slowly dawn creeps, Tomorrow the battle ground.

Angels fall like this, They indulge themselves with bliss. They’ve watched the world so long They forget what’s right and wrong. Angels fall like this, Once their innocence light as a feather, Now their sin a heavy stone. Once their love was all together, Now they’re lost and all alone. Angels fall like this, The light from their halo gone Their grace falling with the dusking dawn. Angels fall like this, Up above, from way up high They’re falling stars from the sky. Angels fall like this.

I accepted rejection, It was a part of my life. Years of, “You can’t do this. You can’t get that.” Years of saying, “All right.” Now the tables have turned. An experience that’s new. A miracle occurred, And I don’t know what to do. I filled out an application, Something I’ve done a millions times before. Normally a letter returns stating, “We regret to inform…” This time was different When the letter came. The letter was thicker and bigger, But I expected rejection all the same. I opened the letter, And to my surprise The letter read, “Congratulations!” An

People love your happy smile. People hang on to your every word. People think you can do no wrong. They say they can see the light in your eyes. How wrong they are to believe and trust. How such fools they are to be deceived. How stupidly blind they are that they cannot see. The only one who can see the real you, see the real truth is me. I don't believe your poisonous smile. I don't trust your wicked words. People always fall for you disguise, But I see the truth behind your dark-lying eyes. You say one thing, but do another. You promise love, but give endless suffer. You always get and never give, but when you do it's always broken promi

There's nothing more inspiring Than someone crushing your dreams. Listening to them shout, "THINK REALISTICALLY!" At first you don't pay attention Keep going on with a happy mood. Watching them scream at another Realizing it's aimed towards you. Knowing that everything you've worked for. Everything you believed. Crashed down in seconds. Ripped at the seems. Words were said. Actions were done. But you just stood there. Still. Biting your lip. Holding your tongue. You walked away mindlessly. Not knowing where to go. They don't seem to notice because they were still on a roll. You thought you were completely empty. That more co

Is it possible to have a happy family? Is it possible to have great friends? Is it possible to be adored by others? Is it possible to have almost everything you've ever wanted? Is it possible to be the one everyone relies on? Is it possible to have all of this and be completely numb? Is it possible to have all of this and be depressed? Is it possible to have all of this and wish you had a different life? Is it possible to have all of this and want to start over even though nothing wrong happend? Is it possible to have all of this and want it all to just end?

The moon is full. My heart is empty. I cry for you. My sorrows plenty. You left me alone. With tears to shed. Broke me into pieces. Left me for dead. Now I hunt for you, With hate in my heart, To finish the job That tore us apart. You were told a mission To make one of us dead. You tried killing me, Without thought in your head. But you failed, And here I still stand. Soon it will be your blood That is upon my hands. We meet in a cemetery Where I was beaten. In front of a stone Where it is written. "Rest in Peace." It says on the head. It was for me, Now it's for you instead. The battle was quick. The battle was w

Facade. That's what they see, But would they run if they saw the real me? All dark and gloomy, Depressed and sad. Instead of bright and cheery, Happy and glad. It's painful to smile When I scream inside No where to run to, No dark corner to hide. I prefer to be alone Rather than in a social crowd. No room for error. No room for doubt. To be me wouldn't go unpunished Met with shuns and stares. To be honest I would meet the shuns and stares Like an old friend sitting across in a rickety chair. But it's to be forbidden. Not to be allowed. Not under my own roof. Not in my own house. Facade. A game I must play. To keep the peace. Day after